Coming Soon: Jesus!
First Sunday of Advent 2022
Matthew 24:36-44
 
Advent 
From the Latin: Ad “to” Venire “come”
Coming.  Approaching.  Arriving.
 
On this first Sunday of Advent, we continue to wake from the grogginess 
of over-stuffed bellies, alerted, however, to what feels like the end times, 
thanks to Black Friday: the shopocalypse.  
Indeed, all the nations shall stream to it, where they will turn “plastic” 
into bright promises, then to be wrapped, as they await the day. 
The children “better watch out” for Santa will come in the night. 
And, my goodness, their goodness, he will, 
the bright promises will be exchanged
and the magical harmony for which we all so yearn will come.
 
This is the Christmas story being told during the holiday sales at Target.  
And it can make for a lot of noise. 
So sadly interchangeable have become
symbols of the Incarnation with symbols of secular Christmas 
that it can be hard to discern the true reason for the season: 
the Second Person of the Trinity, God the Son, come to us.  
Thank goodness, thank God we have this gospel, the perfect foil, antidote, 
opening in us a compelling, hopeful Advent space.  
No candy canes or mistletoe!
Not even, in the realm of faith, Mary and her cooing newborn child.  
Instead, the anticipated “threat” of Jesus kidnapping someone at work 
and then “breaking” in and “stealing” stuff. 

We indeed turn toward the Second Coming of Christ, which the Church 
suggests ought to have a much greater place on our holiday landscape: 
try a few Second Coming ornaments on your tree this year! 
Why the Second Coming?
Well, the Second Coming brings to completion, 
and thus makes complete sense of, the First Coming.

Why did God become human? To take loving hold of us. 
Why will God become human come again? 
To take complete, definitive loving hold of us. 
The two “Comings” are inseparable.

The First beckons the Second and so, on this first Sunday of Advent, 
we cut to the chase.

Now, the challenging, tricky thing is that 
we know little about the Second Coming, except that it will happen.
And, thus, in the midst of exhortations to wakefulness and readiness, 
we find highlighted un-knowing.  
This un-knowing is a blessing in disguise for us who think we need to know and humbles the know-it-all in us.
Admittedly unsettling, for we use our knowing--
and the accompanying certainty that we are right--
as a sort of loss-prevention program, 
to protect ourselves from the unknown and the unexpected.   
Maybe, Jesus is revealing, however, that being awake and ready 
have little to do with knowing and such certainty. 
Maybe, Jesus is revealing that being “snatched” and being “robbed” 
are good things. 
God become human, in Whom we live and move and have our being, 
wants to save us from ourselves and our unhelpful, limiting certainties.
The “holy kidnapper-thief” wants to “steal” from us 
that which can keep us from perfect communion with Him. 
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Lutheran pastor and theologian 
executed by the Nazis on April 8, 1945, says that 
the celebration of Advent is really only possible when we know ourselves 
to be poor and imperfect and look forward to something greater to come.
In this season of poorly bridled levels of consumption, 
in which our credit card debts rise and our waistbands expand, 
this is all good good news. 
Thus, perhaps, instead of a list of things that we want Santa to bring, 
a list of things that we want Christ to take: our preoccupation with stuff, 
our self-centered fear, our resentments, our festivity excesses, 
our indifference or our know-it-all-edness. 
 
We look to the Second Coming, for we are made for the fullness of love. 
Jesus is the reality of our lives. 
His definitive Coming, His perfect, purifying embrace is thus central. 
This gospel, then, inspires hope.
We know, in faith, that the Second Coming, will be really good.
We do not know, as this gospel tells us, when it will take place.
This un-knowing, however, frees us 
to focus not on the event, but on the person of Jesus, the Christ,
which is how to be awake and ready.
Saint Teresa of Avila, Spanish reformer of the monastic life (d. 1582), says,
It is not so essential to think much as to love much. 
Our degree of wakefulness and readiness for the Second Coming of Christ (and His daily coming) correspond to our degree of love. 

Only love can meet Love.
Christ pours forth, in us, such divine love, for in the end, 
        only God can prepare us for God. 


And so, during Advent, let us, as we do prepare for holiday celebrations,  
acknowledge that a distracting saccharine emotionalism often clings to us, 
as though eights maids a-milking, seven swans a-swimming, roasting chestnuts, candy canes and mistletoe will save us from the darkness of our lives.
These things are not bad, but they cannot and will not save us.
Jesus, Who comes and will come in glory, i.e. with the fulness of love, saves us.
Let us express our yearning for Him, often, wherever, 
and, as Saint Paul exhorts, in today’s second reading,
“put on the armor of light and live honorably as in the day,”
knowing that He comes to us in a special way in Communion 
and in myriad other ways, unexpectedly, more than we realize...
Amen.

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A Throne in my Brokenness
Christ the King 2022
Luke 23:33-43


The Church invites us to gaze upon Christ as our King, at the threshold of Advent.
Advent focuses us on the two comings of Christ:
in humble awe and gratitude of the First
        and with expectant longing towards the Second.
Why this particular emphasis on Christ as King?
Perhaps because Christ is King from his birth and in His return?


The kingship of Jesus is difficult to grasp.
When we think kingship, or kingdom,
we typically think power, and understandably so.
We think of the kingdoms that we see,
of great rulers exercising power from without to maintain order.
And so, we might be inclined, perhaps secretly, to wish that Jesus, King,
would, with one power-ful, sweeping move, end all dis-order, all injustice:
from Isis to the Mexican cartel to those cruel to animals to those who litter.


Slow as I can be (!), just to begin to grasp Jesus’ kingship,
I needed an unexpected experience dropped into my lap:
the community of L’Arche, in Belgium, before I entered seminary.
L'Arche, French for the Ark—as in Noah,
creates homes in which mentally-challenged people
live with so-called “abled” people, who come to help
and actually discover their own brokenness and become involved in mutual care.
Jean Vanier, who founded the movement in 1964, writes,
We discover more and more that those rejected by society because of their weakness and their apparent uselessness are in fact a presence of God. If we welcome them, they lead us progressively out of the world of competition and the need to do great things toward a world of communion of hearts, a life that is simple and joyful where we do small things with love.


Jesus reigns from within, leading us toward communion of hearts,
toward a life that is simple and joyful where we do small things with big love.
Any power in Jesus’ reign
(and there is power, for He is all-powerful)
is at the service of love.
Ah, the difference between power and authority…


In John’s gospel, chapter 18, verse 36, we hear Jesus say,
My kingdom is not from this world.
If my kingdom were from this world,
my followers would be fighting to keep me
from being handed over to the Jews.
But as it is, my kingdom is not from here.
Jesus’ kingdom is clearly not about power,
not political—as we tend to understand “political” nowadays.
Jesus impacts the body politic, the social sphere like none other,
but, notice: mocked and treated with derision, He does not save Himself.
Jesus does not engage His disciples in resistance or rebellion,
in fighting to keep Him from being handed over to the Jews.
Why?  Well, the Kingdom must be more…


Now, you may be thinking, what about the “work of justice”?
Dr. Cornel West, formerly of Harvard, professor at Union Theological Seminary,
says that “justice is what love looks like in public”.
Well, what is justice?  There are currently many notions circulating.
The Archbishop of Edinburgh, Scotland says that
“there still exists…an attitude towards justice
which can only be described as a ‘culture of vengeance’.”
Saint Thomas Aquinas (+1274) puts it very simply:
“the proper act of justice is nothing else than to render to each one his own.”


The Kingdom of God does not disregard such justice, such fairness.
But the Kingdom of God is more than life on earth being fair for all.
The Kingdom of God, therefore, cannot be reduced to the “work of justice.”
Why?  Two reasons:

• Because the Kingdom of God is first one of love and mercy,

which go further than justice—even enduring, at times,
what may seem or even be unfair for sake of a greater good.
Unfairly suspended to the wood of the Cross, deliberately helpless,
Jesus introduces one of the criminals at his side into Paradise, the great good.
Jesus unjustly suffers and dies to love us into the mystery of God.
The Righteous One (Acts 22:14), crowned with thorns, is victorious.
As Saint Paul says (I Corinthians 13: 7), love endures all things.

• because we do not create the Kingdom of God.

It’s God’s Kingdom, “Thy Kingdom come”. We welcome it.
The “work of justice”, carefully discerned, can be a way of welcoming it,
or better, can be an expression of the King reigning in our hearts.
For, in the end, as suggested, the Kingdom of God is Jesus, King, reigning in our hearts,
moving us then to act justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with God (Micah 6:8).
In Luke 17, verse 20, we hear Jesus say, the kingdom of God is within you.
Saint Gregory of Nyssa
(+394, Father of the Church) tells us that
Blessedness does not lie in knowing something about God,
but rather in possessing God within oneself.


When you pray, Thy kingdom come, you give Jesus permission
to reign in your heart, in your tired, perhaps broken heart.
And when you think that nothing is happening, that you are worth less,
that you will not find the energy or the hope necessary to go forward,
know that the kingdom, the King is within you, loving you into the mystery of God.
We have every reason to hope and not be discouraged,
for, as the prophet Daniel (7:14) says,
His kingship is one that shall never be destroyed.
Amen.

Best Friends For Ever and Ever  
All Saints Day 
2022 
 
Today we celebrate All the Saints,  
as our first reading says, those who 
receive and possess the kingdom for ever and ever. 
and, as our second reading says, 
who enjoy the riches of Christ’s glorious inheritance, 
Brother and Sisters, officially recognized by the Church for their holiness,  
i.e., their overflowing love and their wisdom.  
 
This beautiful church building (restoration needed!) represents some of them. 
Our mural, drawn into the Ascension of the Lord,  
the Queen of Saints, Mary, in the center,  
with whom stands, left to right,  
Saints Thomas of Canterbury, Agnes, Athanasius,  
Alban, Margaret of Scotland, Vincent. 
(You can read about them in your bulletin…!) 
In our clerestory, above us, 
seventy-seven saints (the number of perfection, by the way, which Jesus gives when asked about forgiveness, i.e., the exercise of overflowing love). 
At the end of our worship, we will call upon them in a Litany of Saints. 
We are indeed preceded, surrounded, accompanied and loved 
by those fully transfigured by the Holy One.  
“I believe in the Communion of Saints.”  Thank you, Apostles’ Creed. 
 
This celebration, as you may know, dates to the early Church.  
The first Christians celebrated the anniversaries of martyrs,  
i.e., those who gave everything for and to their Lord, sure saints. 
And the list of holy ones grew, and Christians continued to honor them,  
recognizing that grace is not a shroud over darkness but transformative. 
In the 300s, St. John Chrysostom spoke of a feast day for “all the saints”. 
In the 600s, the Pantheon in Rome was consecrated to Mary and the martyrs. 
In the 700s, a chapel in the Basilica of St. Peter  
was consecrated to all the saints and the anniversary set for November 1.  
In the 800s, that local celebration was extended to the entire Church.  
And, ever since, we have been celebrating the Lord’s wonders in the saints.  
 
This may sound abstract, irrelevant, even boring: pious persons on pedestals? 
We struggle to grasp how Jesus might work through others 
—especially if they’re dead. 
“I believe in the Communion of Saints.”  
These are friends, who are alive, BFFs, best friends for ever--and ever!  
And, as I’ve said before, in the divine realm, three’s company. 
 
The Lutheran pastor, Nadia Bolz-Weber, about this holy company, says: 
 
It is quite a thing, really.  That we be connected to so many, to so much faith, so many stories, so much divine love. Especially in this day and age of alienation and trying to find community and belonging in smaller and smaller ways. I may think that the basis of me being connected to other people is in having political beliefs or denominational affiliation or neighborhood or musical taste or Facebook groups in common.  But none of this is what connects me to the Body of Christ. What connects me to the Body of Christ is not my piety or good works or even theological beliefs.  It’s God, a God who gathers up all of His children into the Church eternal. 
 
Today’s gospel, the beatitudes, reveals the lives and hearts of the saints and,  
in the form of a promise, reveals God’s desire that we be saints,  
transformed in love and closer to Him and one another than we can imagine. 
The beatitudes are not a pep-talk for the downtrodden  
nor a list of conditions for blessing. 
They reveal Jesus lavishly blessing the world around him,  
reaching into the fragility of our lives to give healing grace. 
And nothing in us is an obstacle to this gift—except willful refusal. 
 
Jesus is among us, in us, proclaiming beatitude, sharing God’s happiness,  
even if we are not expecting it or looking for it. 
Blessed are you who are unsure and doubt, for you will be surprised.  
Blessed are you who feel overwhelmed and unable to engage anything new,  
or have the impression that you have nothing to offer,  
for you will find light and freshness.  
Blessed are you for whom death is not an abstraction,  
who weep after all this time the death of your beloved, 
who can’t fall apart because you have to keep it together for everyone else, who feel lonely, fragile, who struggle with anger,  
for you will find rest for your souls. 
Blessed are all you kids,  
especially every kid who just wants to feel safe but does not,  
for you are loved and safe in Jesus’ arms. 
Blessed are you whom no one else seems to notice,  
who struggle to make eye contact with a world that only loves the winners,  
for you are the apple of His eye. 
 
This sacred beatitude meal is for us,  
for which the only condition is hunger, willingness.  
The Eucharist, Communion: the broken and risen body of Christ given.  
In celebrating all the saints, we really and ultimately celebrate Him, 
the Holy One Who makes us holy by giving us new life, His life, 
setting us free from whatever seems to keep us from loving:  
backache, headache, stomach-ache, heartache,  
Who, with all the saints,  
brings us out of error into truth, sin into righteousness, death into life. 
Amen. 
 
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Jesus Meets Us Right Where We Are
Feast of Saint Michael and All Angels 2022
John 1:47-51

An encounter of mercy, the type of encounter for which we all long…

Philip says to Nathanael, his brother or like unto a brother,
We have found him about whom Moses in the law and also the prophets wrote, 
Jesus, son of Joseph from Nazareth.
Nathanael responds, Can anything good come from Nazareth?  
The question was an honest one, “no deceit”, not one riddled with cynicism. 
Jesus’ name and lineage are consistent with the prophecies.  
The place, however?  Nazareth?  The prophet Micah says,  
And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah, 
are not the least among the princes of Judah: 
for out of you a ruler will come forth, who will rule my people Israel.
Philip, far from discouraged, but rather moved by Nathanael’s question, 
invites Nathanael to experience: Come and see. 
As if to say, also, Jesus is amazing beyond words.
In his question and in his going to Jesus, as Saint John Chrysostom 
(+407, early Church Father, Archbishop of Constantinople—now Istanbul), 
suggests, Nathanael showed his strong desire for Christ’s coming.  
Jesus likes honest seeking!

Then, Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him, and said of him, 
‘Here is truly an Israelite in whom there is no deceit!’
In their encounter, Christ draws Nathanael to the faith, not by miracles, 
but by making known things which are hidden.

A three-fold revelation:

1. Jesus knows Nathanael’s “deceit-less” heart (present). 
   
2. Jesus saw Nathanael under the fig tree (past).
   

Saint Thomas Aquinas (+1274) suggests this can be understood spiritually:
When you were sitting under the fig tree, i.e., under the shadow of sin, 
before you were called to grace, I saw you, with the eye of mercy.
A revelation that converts Nathanael’s heart, leading him to words of praise:
Rabbi, you are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!

1. Jesus makes a promise (future):
   

You will see…heaven opened and the angels of God 
ascending and descending upon the Son of Man.
Jesus intends, always, further to share Himself, God, including by the angels.
Bless the Lord, you angels of his, you mighty ones who do his bidding.
(today’s Psalm 103:20).

Speaking of angels, on this feast of Saint Michael, the Archangel, and All Angels, 
(celebrated since the early Church)
Saint Bernard of Clairvaux, French monk, theologian, poet, died in 1153, says:
We should show our affection for the angels, for one day they will be our co-heirs just as here below they are our guardians and trustees appointed and set over us by the Father.
How easily we forget these invisible companions…

Jesus meets us right where we are.
An encounter of mercy, the type of encounter for which we all long…
How we long for Jesus to know and hold our tired, perhaps broken, or happy hearts.
He does.
How we long for Jesus to see our complex past.
He does.
How we long for Jesus to promise that He will reveal more of Himself to us, 
further opening the treasures of His love to us.
He does.

In a few moments, Jesus will meet Elizabeth Askonas anew, right where she is, 
unaware of what is happening, with her heart open, however, 
not by deliberate choice, but by virtue of her childhood.  
The parents and godparents choose for her.  
That is how the mystical Body of Christ, the Church works.
Her Baptism testifies to the unconditional nature of encounter with Christ.  
Jesus doesn’t come only when we choose him as our personal Lord and Savior.  
He comes before we choose, in response to the many cries of our heart.  
An choosing Him is a gift of grace, 
that opens the door more widely and deepens the intimacy.  
Jesus always takes the initiative:  
You did not choose me but I chose you. (John 15:16)
Not that we loved God but that he loved us. (I John 4:10)
An encounter of mercy, the type of encounter for which we all long…

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Jesus Loving His Broken Church
The Exaltation of the Holy Cross
September 11, 2022

The official name, in some circles, for today’s feast:
The Exaltation of the Holy Cross.
Its sounds very, well, exalted, removed, perhaps vague,
to disappear from your mental landscape a few bites into brunch.
Let’s be honest!

This feast has its origin in Jerusalem

and is connected with the finding of what is believed to be the True Cross
by the mother of Emperor Constantine, Saint Helena, in 320. 

For our celebration, we try to see with eyes of faith. 
We go from the many symbols, 
to an acknowledgment of the exteriorly terrifying event of the Crucifixion 
(which we obviously did not witness!)
to Jesus pouring forth His love, 
in an incredible, incredibly humbling gift of Himself.
This love, divine love, is eternal and, therefore, is still poured forth. 
Herein lies the mystery of the Cross.
From symbol to event to mystery.

I, when lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.

Saint Maximilian Kolbe, the Franciscan friar who died in Auschwitz, 
offering his life in the stead of a married man with children, says
The Cross is the school of love.
Saint Augustine, Bishop in Northern Africa, died in 430, 
reads divine love in the event as related through Scripture and Tradition:
He bows His head, as if to kiss you.  
His heart is made bare, open, as it were, in love to you.  
His arms are extended that He may embrace you.
The Cross is the unexpected vehicle for God drawing all people to Himself, 
for divine love poured forth.  
The Cross is unexpected because it is at the intersection 
of betrayal, hatred, sadness, exhaustion and rejection that Jesus loves us.
Who does this?!?
Jesus!
The Cross is so unexpected that, as Saint Paul tells us, it is
a stumbling-block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles (I Corinthians 1:23).
Because divine love poured forth, however, the Cross can change 
our sufferings into expressions of love for God and mercy for our neighbor.

I, when lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.

We gather not simply to remember or “find ourselves in God’s story”
but to experience.
We always come to church to experience. 
We gather as Christ’s disciples 
to say “yes” to this attraction that is God’s initiative,
to experience the divine love still poured forth. 
This love is why there is still a Christian Church, after all these years.
She is not exactly unified, but She is still here!
We Christians even have sometimes done our best to terminate Her: 
sectarianism, indifference to grace and one another, scandals… 
Divine love shall not be nullified, however, 
by our inability to live up to life abundant in Christ.
It is not always easy to believe and, truth be told, 
the temptation to jump ship can be strong at times.
We do often pine for a perfect Church, for “spiritual not religious”.  
 
Queen Elizabeth II said on Christmas in 2011, at age 85:
Although we are capable of great acts of kindness, 
history teaches us that we need saving from ourselves ... 
God sent into the world a unique person, 
neither a philosopher nor a general ... 
but a Saviour, with the power to forgive. 
 
Let us put our trust in Christ Crucified, our Saviour Who forgives,
Who is not discouraged by our messes, Who keeps showing up despite us, 
Who says that, where two or more are gathered, who can get things wrong, 
are reticent to get involved, who even triangulate or gossip about each other, 
He is there. 
If we wish to be together, as called, as joined by divine love,
the “religious” and its messiness are inevitable.
The “spiritual”, the perfect Church, is present, deep inside us, 
where Christ freely dwells.
Against the Church, as Jesus promises, “the gates of hell shall not prevail.”
(Matthew 16:18).
 
Jesus is here with a power not our own, the power of His Cross,
the power of reconciliation for people who keep others at a distance 
because of language, political affiliation, skin color, disability, history,
people who thus do not deserve such presence and power. 
Jesus is here abidingly in the bread and wine, the Eucharist, 
here in the stranger sitting 10 feet behind you,
here, loving His broken Church into everlasting life.
And, we rejoice.  
AMEN.

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“Lord, Teach Us to Pray!”
Seventh Sunday after Pentecost
Luke 11:1-13

In this exchange with Jesus, the disciples’ request, in a sense, nails it.
A request that most of us have, and either are afraid or simply don’t think to make 
or whose response seems dissatisfying or altogether not granted.
Well, look no further, wait no longer.

The disciples have been observing Jesus pray, 
i.e., “practice” His intimacy with the Father, and they want to know how to do it.
Now, the disciples are observant Jews, and so do pray.
But there must have been something qualitatively compelling about Jesus’ prayer.

When I try to pray, what on earth (what in heaven) am I doing?  Seriously.
How are we to pray?  Kneeling, standing, waving our arms? 
Are we better slumped in a pew or lying down?  Aloud or silently?  How?!?
Jesus responds to the request with a version 
of the prayer we traditionally call the “Our Father”, the Lord’s Prayer.
(Luke includes 5 petitions, as distinguished from Matthew 
who includes 7 petitions, which is what we typically pray).

Now, Saint Paul, in the second reading, reveals truths that shed light on prayer: 
you have received Christ Jesus the Lord…live your lives in him, 
rooted in him…established in the faith…abounding in thanksgiving.
Prayer is about receiving Christ, living in Christ, rooting ourselves in Christ, believing in Christ, believing Christ, thanking Christ.
And we pray, knowing, as Jesus says in the second part of this gospel, 

• that God always wants to give, and always does
  
• that God ultimately wants to give us the Holy Spirit, 
  

Who, moving us deep inside, amongst other things, teaches us to pray.
Recall the words of Saint Paul in Romans 8:26, We do not know how to pray…
but the Spirit itself intercedes with inexpressible groanings.

We don’t know how to pray and Jesus gives us this “model” prayer, 
which reveals focus and order in prayer.
Jesus does not simply give us words to say.
Matthew Henry, to quote again, 17th-century English Presbyterian minister,
says that the two versions of this Prayer suggest
that it was not the design of Christ that we should be tied up to these very words.
Jesus does not give us a religious formula or technique.
Strictly speaking, Jesus does not teach the disciples how to pray.
Jesus teaches them (and us) who to pray and what to pray.
Jesus teaches where, to Whom, we direct our minds and hearts, in faith, hope, love.
St. John Damascene (Syrian monk +750, December 4 feast on the Church calendar)
says that prayer is the raising of one's mind and heart to God.
(Defide orth. 3,24:PG 94,1089C).
There is nothing formulaic about the raising of one's mind and heart to God.
Prayer is essentially a great expression of, call it, divine desire.

Let us then just begin to peel back a few layers of this unique prayer.

“Our Father”
Father: the Source of us and of all that exists, Whom we cannot adequately name.
“Father” precisely signifies transcendent Source; it does not signify maleness
If we bear this in mind, we will not be tempted to side-step it!

“Hallowed by your name”
We are not trying to flatter God or wish God well.
In the Bible, the name signifies the person.
Thus: Hallowed be You, holy are You, God.
As the theologian who shaped Richard Hooker, 
a founder of Anglican theological thought, Thomas Aquinas says
“By holy we signify the purity of divine goodness.”
(cf. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica, I, Q. 36, art. 1, resp. 1)
Thus: Hallowed, only good is your name, only good You are.

“Your kingdom come”
We are not primarily asking God to bring about a certain way of life on earth.
This petition can be restated: 
“You, King, reign in us; fill us with your love and light.”
St. Cyprian (Bishop, North Africa, +258) says,
The Kingdom of God means Christ Himself. (De Dom., orat. 13: PL 4, 528A)

Then, after these petitions, desiring union with God, the indwelling of Christ,
we petition with respect to ourselves.
Petitioning for ourselves is not trying to twist God’s arm—which He doesn’t have!

“Give us each day our daily bread.”
We perhaps ask at least three things of God:

1. Be Providence for us in the small things of life.
   
2. Help us to make use of material things to grow closer to You.
   
3. Deign to give us your Son in the Eucharist.
   

“Forgive us our sins, for we ourselves forgive everyone indebted to us.”
Wait a minute! 
Our being forgiven follows our forgiveness of others?!? Are you kidding me?!
Well, remember that prayer is a great expression of divine desire. 
We ask forgiveness with hearts willing to forgive.
And with such hearts, as Reverend Nadia Bolz-Weber phrases it, we pray, “Lord,
Forgive us when we hate what you love. Forgive us when we would rather anesthetize ourselves than feel anything. Forgive us for how much we resent in others the same things we hate in ourselves. Forgive us for the terrible things we think about our own bodies. And, this one is hard, please forgive us for thinking we know the hearts of our enemies.

“Do not bring us to the time of trial.”
In Matthew 24, Jesus speaks of great trial or tribulation before His Second Coming.
Now, God does not subject anyone to any trial, although He surely allows trial.
So, we’re not saying to God, “No bad moods, and so no trial!”
We are asking to be spared the trial, any trial, and, if not spared, most importantly, 
to remain focused on Him, and remain loving in the midst of trial.

Prayer is not putting a quarter into a vending machine called God.
Prayer is not romantic.
Prayer is not primarily about me, yet it engages me more than any other act,
grabbing hold of the guts of my life, 
with its contradictions, its pain, it weariness, its beauty.
Prayer, really, is made possible by the Holy Spirit.
Every time we receive the Eucharist, we receive a fresh outpouring of the Holy Spirit.
Thank you, Jesus.

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​Face It
Third Sunday after Pentecost
Luke 9:51-62
 
This gospel is not an easy read. 
It’s not far-fetched to read Jesus whiney, Jesus insensitive, Jesus rude. 
 
So, let’s embrace the uneasiness and read.
 
Jesus “set his face to go to Jerusalem”. 
This recalls the Prophet Isaiah’s Suffering Servant, a prefiguration of Jesus, who, in his suffering, says, “I have set my face like flint.” (Isaiah 50:7)
In commenting on this passage, Saint Bede (depicted in our clerestory!),
English Benedictine monk, who died in 735, says
“Jesus, going voluntarily to be crucified, sought with steadfast face, that is,
with resolute and undaunted mind, the spot where He was to be crucified.”
 
Jesus is on mission possible, mission certain, that no one will thwart,
in the light of which only can we understand these interactions. 
In Jerusalem He will lay down His life, a self-offering
of immeasurable love into which we are drawn, by which we are saved.
There is an urgency and a gravity that informs and colors everything.
 
Two disciples, “messengers”, James and John, go ahead.
When, for the inhospitality, they want to destroy the village people,
Jesus rightly rebukes them.
Jesus’ subsequent encounters, however, are disturbing. 
To the person who eagerly wants to follow him,
Jesus responds, “the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.”
Jesus whiney
To the person who movingly wants to bury his father and
then follow him, Jesus responds, “Let the dead bury their own dead.”
Jesus insensitive
To the person who touchingly wants first to say farewell to those at home and then follow him, Jesus responds, “No one who puts a hand
to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.”
Jesus rude
 
My interpretive presumption, when Jesus seems to be harsh,
is that he knows his interlocutor, he knows the person he is engaging,
and that he/she can hear the demands of divine love in full, strong terms. 
Not that divine love invites or warrants harshness
or negligence of duty towards family!
But being truly loving is more than being nice.
And the love that Jesus communicates directly from the heart of God,
so to be received as given, demands that we place no conditions.  Unconditional love must be met with unconditional love.
This seems to be the point.
 
If so, Jesus surely invites us this morning to look into our hearts,
to see if there may be a few “Yes, but”….
An invitation to honesty, an invitation, however, that we need not fear.
As our reading from Galatians suggests,
we already belong to Christ and He has set us free
by the indwelling of the Holy Spirit Whom He has given to us.
Jesus has us covered from pre-start to finish.  We must simply be willing.
If we forget this,
we may conclude that the Christian life is not for us.
Or we may settle for our own small version of it: just being nice.
There really is, however, no small version of it.
The Christian life is a relationship with Christ, a total life
and He wants all of me—good and bad.
The surrender of ‘all’ to Jesus, thankfully, is not something I do on my own.
If it were, I would conclude that the Christian life is not for me
and walk right out those doors.
 
St. Jeanne de Chantal (there is a parish named after her in Bethesda, MD)
was a French baroness, widowed in 1601 at age 28, with four children. 
Imagine.  And no cell phone to navigate her distress.
Her husband’s accidental death led her to consecrate her life to Christ, anew.
She eventually founded an order of nuns, the Congregation of the Visitation. She says, “Keep your eyes on God and leave the doing to Him.  
That is all the doing you have to worry about.” 
 
Saint Dominic Savio was from northern Italy, born in 1842. 
At age four, his parents would already find him praying in solitude. 
He contracted a lung disease as an adolescent.
On his deathbed, his final words were,
“Goodbye, Dad, goodbye ... Oh, what wonderful things I see...”
He was fourteen, the only adolescent declared a saint
not for having been a martyr, but for having simply lived a holy life.
He too acknowledges that this total relationship is God’s doing.
He says, “Ask Jesus to make you a saint.  After all, only He can do that.”
 
Amen.
 
 

​Corpus Christi 2022
John 6:47-58
 
Today is Corpus Christi—Body of Christ—Sunday,
the Body of Christ experienced in a special way in the Eucharist.
Sure, “the Eucharist is celebrated solemnly every Sunday,”
as notes Pope Urban IV, who, however, declared, in 1264,
we deem it fitting that at least once per year
it be celebrated with greater honor and a solemn commemoration.
 
Voila: Corpus Christi Sunday, which highlights our raison d’etre.
The Eucharist is the reason that we are here.
Sure, fellowship and formation and fearless service.
At the heart of, feeding this, however…
 
We are most deeply here because God took a human body, was made flesh,
and that body (inseparable from His whole Person, of course,
and from the other Divine Persons, the Father and the Holy Spirit!)
is shared, is communicated, in a special way, in the Eucharist, Communion.
The bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world, today’s gospel.
The Eucharist, the gift we cannot give to ourselves at home,
communicates the love that makes of us Sisters and Brothers.
As Reverend Nadia Bolz-Weber, the heavily tattooed Lutheran minister, says,
What unites us isn’t a doctrine, it’s a table — a table open to all, in which we receive this Bread of Life come down from heaven. The Body and Blood of Christ is what unites us and makes us a church. Hopefully not in a prideful see-how-inclusive-we-are way, but in a Lord-to-whom-shall-we-go? way, in as You-have-the-words-of eternal-life way.
 
As you know, this does not necessarily resonate with all Christians.
I’ve previously mentioned a visit, 4-5 years ago,
to a very large church, across the river, in Virginia.
Power music. Power preaching. Power coffee shop!
In its own way, inspiring—until, with the best of intentions,
so to keep the Christian life simple for everyone,
the preacher said, “the sacraments are a perversion of the gospel”.
Ouch!  My heart sank.
And I left, discreetly—not shaking the dust from my feet.
A statement, however, understandable—to a point.
“The Jews disputed among themselves, saying,
“How can this man give us his flesh to eat?”
Ugh: cannibalism?!?
So it seems—outside of love, the Resurrection, and a little theology!
Jesus’ own disciples will say, two verses (60) after this passage,
This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?
Symbol? sure.  Real Presence? not so much.
Jesus responds powerfully and clearly:
Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood,
you have no life in you. (verse 53)
 
Why would Jesus venture such a controversial gift?
Because He is adamant about loving us
and there is something uniquely loving about this gift
—such that He prefers to risk it not being understood or even welcomed.
Jesus is adamant because God is love, and God, although complete
and perfectly fine unto Himself, wants us with Him forever.
The one who eats this bread will live forever. (John 6:58)
What more could we want?
Is there anything better to do on a Sunday morning
than to receive sacred bread that communicates eternal life?!?
[We need to spread the word!]
 
Jesus invents this tangible and accessible food for the journey,
whereby He gives us, in silence, His heart.
Unleavened, tasteless bread, designed to help us
to be childlike, unafraid (really, bread is usually harmless!).
The unconditional gift of his Resurrected (spiritualized but real) body
(which, by the way, means not cannibalism!),
no longer bound by time and place,
which is why we can celebrate the Eucharist here
as it is being celebrated all around the world.
 
In the early 5th century, St. John Chrysostom, said:
“How many of you say: I wish I could see his face.  You do see him.  You do touch him. You eat him. He gives himself to you, that you may see him, and that he may be your food.”
 
But, there is something different about consuming this food.
St. Thomas Aquinas (+1274) tells us,
“Material food changes into the one who eats it (your breakfast is becoming you…). Spiritual food, on the other hand, changes the person who eats it into itself. Thus the effect proper to this Sacrament is the conversion of a person into Christ, so that Christ live in him.”
(Commentary on Book IV of the Sentences, d.12, q.2, a.11)
 
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Saint Augustine, 5th century like John Chrysostom, says,
No one partakes of this Flesh before he or she has adored it.
Before we partake, we shall adore.
We will have an extended pause before receiving Communion, quiet,
to enjoy the Real Presence and to ask that we be readied for encounter.
A consecrated host will be displayed in what we call a monstrance
(from the Latin verb monstrare, “to show”).
Your time to say, “This teaching is difficult”, “I believe, help my unbelief”
“Lord, to whom shall we go?”, “I love you” or…
Your time to abide.
Then, we shall partake.